food_n_me

 I'm now 125 lbs !

yay for me!

height 5'9

cw 127 lbs
hw 140 lbs
1gw 120 lbs
2gw 115 lbs
 

hey every1

Today it's my aunts birthday. yeah right, cake and all this shit. and I have to go there with my parents. luckily my boyfriend comes with me, so I can manage he eats my piece of cake. I'm doing so bad right now,.. I just wish I had this strong will power I had when I was on holidays. there I was 55.5kg.. now I'm 58!! help!! I want to stop these bingeing periods where I am just not myself and freak out on food..
Wanna know a little secret? I want to become a model.
(crowd is laughing)
it's not possible yet, but I plan to visit an agencie when I'm down to 52kg. My boyfriend asked me to be a model and also some of my girl mates. So that has something to say..
I hope my big dream will once come true. wish me luck! cause so do I to you!

all the best, and stay strong ladies

http://nicole-richie.org/gallery/freetime/mbeach31/012.jpg

my thinspiration... totally!
I love her. And you girls!
wish you a good start on monday

xoxo

updated!

@kitty - I read your comment. and it really impressed me. I mean, your whole life is like, crazy?! I haven't seen that ever!
have you ever tried to get help? I don't ask this in a mean way, I want you to get better with yourself! You didn't write about getting help, visiting doctors etc.
I think you're at a point where you could at least try that once.
Hope it works for you.

Think thin ladies!
<3
Special Trick: Coconuts fill you up immediately and make you drink lots of water!

water is the quickest and purest way of flushing toxins out of your system, and keeping your body in top condition. at least 1.8 litres (3 pints) of water daily
Herbal teas and fresh fruit and vegetables, juiced or eaten whole, do count towards water intake because of their high water content.
+deep breathing exercises
+exfoliation
+hydrotherapy
+massage
+skin brushing
+exercise

7 detox stages

stage 1
liquids only

stage 2
liquid and fruit only

stage 3
add raw vegetables

stage 4
add coked vegetables and brown rice

stage 5
add beans, lentils, nuts and seeds

stage 6
add grains and live yogurt

stage 7
add fish

(you can also extend the detox diet for up to 4 WEEKS)

TOP DETOX FOODS
aples, beetroot, brown short-grain rice, cayenne pepper, dendelion leaves, fennel, garlic, ginger, globe artichoke, grapes, leeks, mango, onions, parsley, pineapple, strawberries, watercress, watermelon


so, now y'all know my secret ;-)
hope it helps someone! at least it works for me..

xoxo good luck to all of you beautiful girls!!

I'm fine today and work is over.. an afternoon off :)